There are actual contents in my life of which I am aware... however, I was aware that this knowledge is merely a fragment... since I am essentially only part of a larger collective journey of thought... so how should each person be able to recognize the reason for its origin and its overall perspective? If we were our avatars, would they know why and how their creator created them? No, but they would possibly recognize that they are more than just existing here and perhaps continuing to express themselves in the brain of the creator... that is at least something that I really know... that this is also the case with each of us; that is called knowing, and I know that it is so.